Hello!
Strange right? You are probably thinking "Nafiza what is this?". Hold on, let me explain!
Not long ago, I was watching ReLIFE (it's a really cool Japanese animation series aka anime that I am in love with) and in some episodes it was showing where Hishiro was talking to Tamarai and Kariu about their "Selfish Desires". This got me thinking a lot about this "Selfish Desire" term. I thought I would share with you some desires I have in life which are personal, making it "selfish" and I ended up convincing myself that's what it probably means. These desires may sound like I am a bad person but if you think about it, it is probably what you also sometimes desire at the back of your mind but refuse to accept it. Either way, I am extremely grateful for what I have.
1. Celebrate birthday with friends
My birthday is coming up this Saturday 17th and it got me depressed thinking that I have never celebrated my birthday with my friends. It is amazing to be able to celebrate your birthday with your friends as I have celebrated my friends' birthdays. You get amazing presents, surprises, cakes, pranks and so much love from them. If you know me, you probably know that I love receiving and giving presents, I always keep them and look back at them when I feel low. It is my selfish desire to have a day where it is just me. I guess there is no point as that day is not coming anytime soon.
2. Be pampered/spoiled
Being the eldest child in my family, I have always been the responsible one and I still am. Which is why I can say I rarely get pampered. It is a long wish of mine to get pampered or spoiled by anyone I know but not for too long because that is boring. It is not bad if I get a free day where I can do anything I want and go anywhere I like.
3. Loose weight
It is a shame to accept the fact that I am fat. Since childhood I have been bullied due to my physical appearance and I still get critisised about it. The only thing that changed is that I care less now and I am trying to loose weight with the best of my abilities. It is a desire of mine to loose weight and be able to fit anywhere in society without worrying that I might get critisised by people. If you also think you are fat, you are not alone and we will get through this together because I am with you and always will be.
4. Be known to others
Yes! In the future, I want to be known to others because of my actions or my work that might have caused a positive impact on them. This is different from saying that I want to be famous. I do not want to be famous at all. I just want to do something that will have a positive impact on someone's life and be known for that.
5. Drive my own car
I just want to have a car that I can call my own and of course have a driving license to be able to drive my own car. I assume it is pretty cool to have a car and drive around the town with it and make good use of it.
These are my selfish desires. As the title says, they are pretty selfish and anyone can have desires. It is okay to desire things in life no matter how unrealistic or realistic they are. I can say mine are a bit unrealistic but they will always be My Selfish Desires.
Strange right? You are probably thinking "Nafiza what is this?". Hold on, let me explain!
Not long ago, I was watching ReLIFE (it's a really cool Japanese animation series aka anime that I am in love with) and in some episodes it was showing where Hishiro was talking to Tamarai and Kariu about their "Selfish Desires". This got me thinking a lot about this "Selfish Desire" term. I thought I would share with you some desires I have in life which are personal, making it "selfish" and I ended up convincing myself that's what it probably means. These desires may sound like I am a bad person but if you think about it, it is probably what you also sometimes desire at the back of your mind but refuse to accept it. Either way, I am extremely grateful for what I have.
1. Celebrate birthday with friends
My birthday is coming up this Saturday 17th and it got me depressed thinking that I have never celebrated my birthday with my friends. It is amazing to be able to celebrate your birthday with your friends as I have celebrated my friends' birthdays. You get amazing presents, surprises, cakes, pranks and so much love from them. If you know me, you probably know that I love receiving and giving presents, I always keep them and look back at them when I feel low. It is my selfish desire to have a day where it is just me. I guess there is no point as that day is not coming anytime soon.
2. Be pampered/spoiled
Being the eldest child in my family, I have always been the responsible one and I still am. Which is why I can say I rarely get pampered. It is a long wish of mine to get pampered or spoiled by anyone I know but not for too long because that is boring. It is not bad if I get a free day where I can do anything I want and go anywhere I like.
3. Loose weight
It is a shame to accept the fact that I am fat. Since childhood I have been bullied due to my physical appearance and I still get critisised about it. The only thing that changed is that I care less now and I am trying to loose weight with the best of my abilities. It is a desire of mine to loose weight and be able to fit anywhere in society without worrying that I might get critisised by people. If you also think you are fat, you are not alone and we will get through this together because I am with you and always will be.
4. Be known to others
Yes! In the future, I want to be known to others because of my actions or my work that might have caused a positive impact on them. This is different from saying that I want to be famous. I do not want to be famous at all. I just want to do something that will have a positive impact on someone's life and be known for that.
5. Drive my own car
I just want to have a car that I can call my own and of course have a driving license to be able to drive my own car. I assume it is pretty cool to have a car and drive around the town with it and make good use of it.
These are my selfish desires. As the title says, they are pretty selfish and anyone can have desires. It is okay to desire things in life no matter how unrealistic or realistic they are. I can say mine are a bit unrealistic but they will always be My Selfish Desires.
What is Your Selfish Desire?
Take Care,
Yours, Nafiza
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